Wednesday, November 11, 2009

And then I thought

Yesterday morning, our son John shared this devotional that God gave him, with the family during our Bible time. I pray it blesses your heart like it did ours.
I awoke this morning to spend time with the Lord. The Lord directed me to a field on the farm where I hope to build a house some day. As I picked up my bible and books, I started looking for a chair. I had the nice comfortable chair in mind that I wanted, but I couldn't find it.
And then I thought;

In life God is going to tell us to go somewhere or do something. And we are going to have a way we want to do it, we are going to think that we have to have certain things (those chairs) in life. We have to be careful not to waste the time that God has given us looking for ways to fulfill what God has told us to do. It doesn’t matter how we think it should be done we have to stop wasting time trying to do it our way and simply do it His way.
I stopped looking for the chair I wanted and picked up an older beaten down one from behind a bunch of stuff.

And then I thought;

When we listen to God and we go where he wants us to go we might have to “give up the nicer chair”. When God says to give money that you don’t have, you will have to give up some things. O, but great is the reward of giving up what really isn’t yours in the first place.
Then I loaded my bible, books, and the old fold out chair in my car and looked behind me to see how to get out. To go where I knew God wanted me to go. I was boxed in! My dad had boxed me in. He parked right behind my car leaving nowhere to go. And what I got from this is that in life dad’s can be a pain, no I’m joking.
And then I thought;
When we answer God’s call we will have to do things differently. We will have to do things that we are not comfortable doing to get the job done that God wants us to do.

I awkwardly drove around the truck and started driving toward the spot I knew God wanted me to be. I pulled up to the gate where I had to get out and start walking, I sat in my car and looked out and saw all kinds of trash, broken glass, weeds that were taller than I was and mud. I asked myself, why am I doing this? It’s early in the morning I don’t want to walk through all that.

And then I thought;

The Christian life is not an easy life to live sometimes. God will put us through things we will never understand. And although we cannot see a way through things (over the tall weeds, trash, and broken glass), we must trust him and listen to His still small voice that leads us. He has promised never to leave us nor forsake us. We are never alone, God is always right beside us working in our lives whether we can or cannot see him.
I opened my car door, gathered my things and stepped out looking forward to seeing that field where I wanted to build a home someday. I walked through the open gate and the mud, weaved my way around the tall grass, and finally opened my chair and sat down right where I knew I was to sit.
And then I thought;

When our life is done and our race is finished, all the troubles and trials that we have had to go through will be worth it to hear those sweet words. “Well done my faithful servant”. No matter what we go through or what we do God is always there for us. No matter how high the mountains or how low the valleys. Our God is worthy of our obedience and praise.

Monday, November 9, 2009

God's been good.

Here is a link to a song that has meant so much to me. I hope you enjoy it as well. God has been so good to me.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RgPRyCWtxss&feature=related

Friday, November 6, 2009

I am needed by my family

I have got to find the perfect time to post an entry on my blog every day. A time when I will not be distracted my all the duties of being a wife and mother.
The other day, after hearing my name called several times during the day for various "emergencies", I decided I would go outside in the car and hide for a few minutes to gather my thoughts. I did not need much time - just a little me time. Wondering how long I would stay out there, I thought I would just see how long it would take for them to find me. Then I would come in. I did not have to wait long. Within minutes I heard someone say. "Where is Mama, I need her." Should I pretend I did not hear them? No one saw me. Do they really need me? Those thoughts did not last long. Here I go to see what is the matter. It was a good thing I did. Caleb had throw up all over the kitchen floor while the kids were cleaning after supper. All work ceased.
It is good to be a needed person.

Monday, November 2, 2009

A trip to the Library.

We are going to be home this week so we decided to go the library and check out a few books. I always never seem to get them back on time.
It sure has been nice being at home. The leaves are so pretty and it is good seeing family.
I will try to write more soon.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Chad's birthday

I did not realize how it has been since my last post. This week we have been at a missions conference in Athens, Tennessee. It has been such a blessing to be a part of a church that loves missionaries and is so interested in what God is doing in our lives. We are having a wonderful time getting to know the people.
Yesterday was Chad's birthday. He turned 40. Last night was the international meal at church. The family we are staying with got to church early and set up a black table cloth for our table and black balloons for his chair. Chad did not know. When we walked into the fellowship hall I said to Chad I guess we need to find a place to sit. His eyes scanned the room to find a spot. When his eyes caught hold of the balloons he said, Oh no. I said oh, yeah. Our table was already full of a bunch of kids who wanted to join in the party. She also had a birthday cake that said "Older that dirt".
The pastor said that everyone will remember us because of Chad's birthday.

Friday, October 2, 2009

Barbeque anyone?

We are staying with the Bartolotta family a few days. The men are getting together to barbeque a pig today. Yesterday Chad and John built a pit and cooked chickens as a preview. There was a cool breeze that made the day very nice.

Starting building the pit.
Getting the fire ready

Looks like we are having roasted Chad.


Almost ready


Finished product.
Wait until tomorrow. I will post pictures of the pig. Looking forward to a wonderful weekend.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Has someone every shared the gospel with YOU?

Yesterday we went to Casey Jones Restaurant in Jackson, TN with the Howeth family for lunch. Bro. Tony Howeth is the deputation director for Macedonia World Wide Missions. We had a wonderful time of fellowship during the meal and then later as we strolled through the store. Within the store is Wildlife in Wood Studio. The owner Hershell Dee Moss has a God-given talent in wood carving.
While admiring his work he began to tell us a story about his hunting partner. As the story progressed he shared with us about how he had led his friend to the Lord just weeks before his friend passed away. He then proceeded to share the gospel with us. No introductions were made before hand. He did not know that Chad and Bro. Tony were preachers. He just knew that God had brought someone in his path to share the gospel with. As all 12 of us stood around him, he presented a very clear presentation of the gospel from start to finish. When he was finished he made an appeal to always "close the deal". Just like a car salesman "closes the deal" we should always give someone the opportunity to make a decision about what they just heard. What are you going to do with this Jesus that was just presented to you?
Some are to plant, some are to water, and then when the opportunity presents itself we are to "close the deal"

What a blessing this man was to our family. We just finished a 4 day missions conference where we were encouraged about our responsible to reach the world and here in Jackson, TN a man shares the gospel with us and encourages us to use every opportunity God gives us.

Wow, What a blessing. This was the first time someone has ever shared the Gospel to me besides when I was saved.







Sunday, August 23, 2009

Yielding to His leading


This past weekend we spent with some friends of ours, the Bartolotta family, from Arkansas. Our time with this dear family is always something to look forward to. Their 2nd son, Seth, always gladly gives up his room for Chad and I to stay in. Their daughter Sarai and our girls usually whip up a delicious dessert, the fellowship is always sweet and refreshing, and I cannot forget to mention we get to enjoy wireless Internet. This is such a blessing when you are on the road. One of the "adventures" of most visits is time spent with their son Stephen as he walks his goats. Stephen is training his goats to show in the county fair. The name of the goats will tell you a little about the temperament of these four legged friends.

--Bonnie and Clyde--

The first goal is to get the leash attached to their collar. Today Stephen had the assistance of his mom, me and my daughter Sarah. The plan is to corner them, narrow in on them, grab their collar and hold on for dear life. The process went a lot smother this time. Sarah was actually able to catch both of them. With one task down, the next is to lead them around a designated course determined by Stephen. The first time I led Bonnie it seemed like it was the other way around. She was leading me. She was choosing our course and it was at a very fast pace. "No, you can't do that. Make her stop and do what you want her to do." This was the instructional words I was receiving. Now was the time for me to put my foot down. The time for me to stand my ground. With all I had I pulled back on the leash. Bonnie came to a halt and began making a choking sound. I immediately let loose and she made a dash for where ever she had in her mind. No, Bonnie, I am in charge. So I pulled back again. Same thing happened. I was so frustrated with her. Did she not know that if she would just yield to my leading, her life would be much easier? She would be able to enjoy a nice leisurely walk, eat the sweet grass I led her to, and take a cool drink of water when she arrived safe at home.

I wonder if God thinks the same thing about us. Our heavenly Father leads and guides us to the very best He has for us, but so many times we buck the system. We have set in our minds the way we think it should be done and go about accomplishing our goals not considering God at all. Wonder what would happen if we would listen for God's leading? Wonder if it would release the pressures of life? Wonder if we would feel safe and secure because we yield our will to His will? These are questions that you and I both know the answers to. GOD is so good to us. Why don't we just yield our lives to His leading? Listen to the still small voice, feel the cool breeze of His presence and enjoy the sweet fellowship.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Which one would You choose?


Choices, choices everywhere. Over the last few months Chad and I (mainly Chad) have been on a low carb diet. He has done very well. I guess he is just more self disciplined then me or it could be that I just like to cheat more. With Chad over 20 pounds lighter he decided to splurge a little bit. Giving him all the choices of ice cream flavor, he contemplated his decision. Which ONE would he chose. After a few minutes the verdict came. " I will have some Of ALL of them." That is not what I offered. I'm sure Chad will find a message sermon in this somewhere.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Looking for Diamonds

We spent several hours at the Crater of Diamonds State Park in search for a special treasure. I didn't have to look very far. My family is the such a treasure to me. I sure do enjoy spending time with them. Deputation as brought us closer together. It can't help but bring you closer when you spend the many hours together in the vehicle. LOL We have had a ball on deputation and made such precious memories.